Thursday, January 17, 2008

I'm Going to Do it This Time!

My first post, my first promise. After 122 days smoke-free, I started up. The month of December got to me with the holidays and stress, and I reached for one of my husband's cigarettes. It hasn't stopped. I told myself for a while that since I hadn't bought any I was OK and then I told myself that since I only smoked 1-2 a day I was OK...but its getting worse. Still haven't bought any but I had 4 last night.

So, today is a brand new day. I still have enough Chantix for a month so I began again. I know I'll have some of the side effects from the drug again, but I want to be done with cigarettes for good regardless whether my husband quits or not.

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